pop goes the weasel

so this guy u knw i was talkin abt..yeah he like ryts songs for me...yeah cn u belive it???...i feel like this is straight out of sum shitty chick flick...in wich duh we meet at the end...except u knw wt??...i dun think its gonna be tht way...newys enough abt him...ill catch u up wen he does sumthng new...btw i hope uve figured out m a girl...cos lol..i aint gay man...so lets get thiss startd i mean..lets just put the pieces of my life in front of u..bit by bit..shit its gonna take long...bt hey stick with me...i promise its better than watchin ur sick sitcom..lolzz...sorry who m i to judge??..newys
...life used to be good...i ws this super intelligent geek at school..bt u knw here in my country believe it or not its not a bad thing...infact i got the best of friends n i cud do nethng i want cos i ws in the skool council..i had evrything i ws standin so high.. i realli thot id make it thro evrything...lik a stupid dorky teen i used to think ill be big sumday till college hit me...firstly i had to go the worst coll in town cos my % was low..yeah i got a 90...yeah thts low..n u knw wt..it aint my fault...ask anyone in skool n they wud tell u i was gonna be the next child prodigy..wtf...i fell short of 0.16% for a 90 n wer did i land in the worst coll..of the century or so i thot...
truth is it ws worst cos it had no brand name lik odrs did..bt u knw wt...it still was amzain i found the best of frnzz der....n things felt better...bt i ws already ridin for a fall..
my bad tenth grade result was the first blow to my thing called life...i felll lik a house of cards n crashed like a glass..every piece piercing thru my heart..it was the most humiliating period in my life...it felt lik i was crying blood everyday...my dreams my ambitions all trashd...n i ws left all alone..duh ...once again...aha aha aha...sumday ull realise wts so funny...get it??

heartache

is it wrong to not love someone back who loves you dearly???..you see i had this friend she's my best friend infact..n another best friend(this is a guy)..u knw he kinda likes her...no no w8 luves her..but she knws bt dsnt lik him bck...n u knw i had this huge crush on him,,,which he oh-so-obviously dinno abt..so he wud u knw take my advice hw to get her to lik him n all tht shit..so obvio it hurt me..bummer...like he knew..newys point is..ryt now..i hve this friend who just recently told me he likes me...but hes not JUST crushin on me..hes totally crazee...m not tryin to flaunt bt m gonna put down facts here...he rytes he loves me as his fb status he ryts he dreams abt me as his messenger status...he cn do nethng for me wich he has proved a mill times...n he says hes gonna w8 forevr...n he cries cos i said no..n u knw hes always felt alone...n now cos i said no he feels lik lyfs over..bt u think its fair to say a yes cos i feel bad for him...its stupid aint it??..how shud i make him understnd this...ive been tryin for days on ened tryin to explain to him tht im not worth it...cos hes lik totaly amazin n i love him as my friend n i feel terrible for sayin no not cos i wanna say yes bt becos hes like totlly bummed out..n it makes me feel why not give it a chance ???...he says so too...he says it dsnt matter to him of it dsnt work out..or if im the worst person in the world...apparently actin lik the wicked witch of the west also didnt work out with him...he still loves me no matter wht...wich makes me think did i do nethng wrong???...i mean here i am running behind guys who dont give a shit n here he is ...he is everythning i evr imagined my bf to be...crazee spontaneus...head over heels over me..n to tell u the truth...im no bombshell...m pretty ugly infact...lolzz...m fat a bitch..guys kinda run away at the sound of gf frm me...kk thts too much...bt ya im not hot or nethng...so hw did he like me???...he liked me for me...thts wht hurts..for the first time sumone liked me for me...n guess wt?/...i dont lik him back...its not fair...hes so sweet n amazin...bt the truth i cnt figure out myself wht i wnt frm him or frm lyf..whteva...i guess its time to set things straight ...hey bt hw????

here we go

naah...i dunno wt to ryt...n seriously speaking i dont think its gonna b very interestin either..bt hey wt the heck..i just wntd to try sumthng new..n thnks to aashi..this ws my new thing..newys to begin with i got no intros n no description of my world...cs i dint get ne when i came into it..so nor should u..if n when u hve to undrstnd ull undrstnd as i ryt..so wts new?
hmmm...lemme think as usual life sux...with millions of other 17 sumthngs i share this amzingly universal feeling..n why does it suck??..lik mills of odrs...i don knw why..
now normally u knw wen ur all blahh!!! n crazee or simply pissd u wud just call ur bff or bf n evrythngs alrite again..heaven restored..super frnz to the rescue
bt ever had the feeling tht u go thru ur whole call list n ders no one u wanna tlk to??
kk now imagine hvin tht feelin all the time..dts ryt...dts wt i feel
n plss its not the oh-my-god-no-one-undrstnds-me shit bt its just tht i cnt get myself to live..
everyday seems like its dragged by heavy chains of depression n woohoo...no one cares..
bt u knw wt welcome to the world..its full of selfish people...