heartache

is it wrong to not love someone back who loves you dearly???..you see i had this friend she's my best friend infact..n another best friend(this is a guy)..u knw he kinda likes her...no no w8 luves her..but she knws bt dsnt lik him bck...n u knw i had this huge crush on him,,,which he oh-so-obviously dinno abt..so he wud u knw take my advice hw to get her to lik him n all tht shit..so obvio it hurt me..bummer...like he knew..newys point is..ryt now..i hve this friend who just recently told me he likes me...but hes not JUST crushin on me..hes totally crazee...m not tryin to flaunt bt m gonna put down facts here...he rytes he loves me as his fb status he ryts he dreams abt me as his messenger status...he cn do nethng for me wich he has proved a mill times...n he says hes gonna w8 forevr...n he cries cos i said no..n u knw hes always felt alone...n now cos i said no he feels lik lyfs over..bt u think its fair to say a yes cos i feel bad for him...its stupid aint it??..how shud i make him understnd this...ive been tryin for days on ened tryin to explain to him tht im not worth it...cos hes lik totaly amazin n i love him as my friend n i feel terrible for sayin no not cos i wanna say yes bt becos hes like totlly bummed out..n it makes me feel why not give it a chance ???...he says so too...he says it dsnt matter to him of it dsnt work out..or if im the worst person in the world...apparently actin lik the wicked witch of the west also didnt work out with him...he still loves me no matter wht...wich makes me think did i do nethng wrong???...i mean here i am running behind guys who dont give a shit n here he is ...he is everythning i evr imagined my bf to be...crazee spontaneus...head over heels over me..n to tell u the truth...im no bombshell...m pretty ugly infact...lolzz...m fat a bitch..guys kinda run away at the sound of gf frm me...kk thts too much...bt ya im not hot or nethng...so hw did he like me???...he liked me for me...thts wht hurts..for the first time sumone liked me for me...n guess wt?/...i dont lik him back...its not fair...hes so sweet n amazin...bt the truth i cnt figure out myself wht i wnt frm him or frm lyf..whteva...i guess its time to set things straight ...hey bt hw????